My big mouth

My big mouth gets me in trouble so much that I can't help it it seems.   A former friend on Facebook asked me why I removed her.   I told her that I didn't appreciate being called childish when the woman I love decided to break my heart yet again.   Crazy thing is I'm still with her because I still love her.   Anyway I told her my side of the story which she wasn't interested in hearing it before she called me childish.  Anyway she rounded on this woman and got mad at her for telling me what she said in the first place.  I couldn't lie when she asked me that question.  Now I've caused more problems. .. Maybe I should just keep my mouth shut in the future.

Why do I put up with it?

Why am I putting up with the crap that Alicia is putting me through. Not too long ago if someone had cheated on me I'd have kicked them to the curb, but why am I not doing it with Alicia? Why am I not abandoning her like she so richly deserves? The short answer is, and yes a bit overly dramatic or romantic depending on ones point of view, is that she's my soulmate. I know, I know I've said it before about many women, but in this case I think its totally true. I can't live without her, I can't imagine life without her. Anytime we argue when she does something (forgive me for saying this) stupid I feel like I'm cutting myself. I love her more than anything and it grows stronger each day. She doesn't see what she did as cheating, but when you cuddle up to people who love you and give them the wrong signals then announce in Facebook that you have a boyfriend and its not that person who loves you and thought there was romance there, then its considered cheating. She doesn't realize how much she broke my heart, but it doesn't matter because I still love her. She thinks she's the only one who has friends picking on her about being with me. I do too, the only difference is I don't let their opinions bother me, and if it bothers them, they know where the door is. I love you Alicia without reservation, whether you believe it or not, and I always will.

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