Twilight Zone/Outer Limits, huh?

Hi all, usually I use this for poetry or life commentary about certain threats to my loving girl Alicia (re:  last entry).  Anyway, here is something I didn't quite expect.  Her mom and dad know about our relationship.  Before you say "oh no, they know about your age gap and you're heading to jail for being a pedophile", that's not going to be the case.  Just so long as we're careful we'll be okay, but as to our relationship after she's 18 we're okay and if we should somehow get engaged (we already are) they would be happy to welcome me as a son-in-law.  After all they've put her through, they pull this sort of thing.  I'm sorry, I feel like we're falling into the Twilight Zone or something.  We were prepared to elope or something and now we have to rethink things.  WTH!?!  LOL.

To the demonic dream version of my ex wife...

How dare you torment the woman i love in her dreams!  Being mad at her for stealing me from you would have meant you were interested in having me in the first place.  You lied to me from day one of our relationship, you used me, stole my money, cheated on me frequently online ( and you had the gall to get mad at me for doing what you thought was that before hand) and treated me like general garbage.  Even if i wasn't with Alicia the odds of me taking back a lying sack of shit like you are beyond astronomical.  If i hear of you tormenting her ever again i will go on a dream quest and literally slay your worthless ass!  GOT THAT!!!!!

A candle

A candle lit for hope
A candle lit for strength
A candle lit for one whose family love turned to hate
A candle lit for one i love
A candle lit for one i owe
Nothing more than my very soul.

It can't be true

I was at work the other day and mentioned the late birthday/early Christmas present i had gotten my lady of a new android phone from my cell company.  The guy said that the amount you spend on your girl shows the amount of your love.  What has happened to our society that we have hammered into us that money buys love?  I don't believe and can't believe that it's true.  Love is more than gifts, and happiness is more than money.  I'm happier with the woman i love now than i ever was with she- who- must- not- be- named.  That didn't involve gifts or money of any kind, just her.

Could i live?

Could i live without you, my love?
One who's opened up my soul?
Could i live without you, my pure white dove?
The answer i give is an emphatic no.
You are in my mind, my dreams.
My love for you bursts me at the seams.
You being here,
I have no fear.
My heart is yours forever more.

* sigh*

<p>I've just been through this weekend and a third anniversary (weekly) with the most wonderful woman I've known, age gap not withstanding.&#160; Granted we've been engaged a little more than a week too, still I can't imagine a time when I was happier.&nbsp; Even with the other women I've been with in my life, I don't think I've ever been as happy as I am now.  I love her so much that I can't think of anyone but her by my side.  I love you baby.

Explanation

Well, I've recently used this blog to write poetry, and it has been inspired by a very special person.  Recently I got divorced from a useless slut that had promised to love honor and obey me only to run out on me when she felt that being a wife was way too hard.  If you sense bitterness in my words, then you're right.  I'm still in pain.  Anyway, to keep going in the story, two weeks ago yesterday I was reunited with a friend in N. Attleboro.  One thing led to another and we started kissing.  Needless to say, that kiss lifted a great weight off my heart left by a hateful bitch, and I have been inspired to write poetry at odd intervals, but no less inspired by one who has unshackled my heart.  I love you AAM.

How can i stay quiet

How can i stay quiet, my love is so great.
A love so strong it will not abate.
You've renewed my heart,
From many broken parts.
I only wish to say some words
That i long that you'll have heard...
Will you be my bride?

Bouquet

A wedding bouquet, caught from the air
Speaking of another love being near.
None could have guessed
In all the days stress
That those bunch of blooms
would see you in love with the groom
nor could i have seen
In that happy scene
That my heart would belong to you

Deep in love

Deep in love and no fear of drowning
For this endless sea has calmed my heart groaning
A fresh and lovely face, full of heaven's grace
She has healed my shattered soul
And had turned my inner sun rays to gold.
i love her true
in this love that's new
My heart is ever thine...

How did it happen?

How did it happen?  I really don't know.  A love that reaches down to my soul.  A love long destroyed by a faithless wife's toys.  Now here i am smitten again by one who listened to my deep pain.  She is my heart, and I'll never say no.  I'll be with her forever more.