Why

Why do I still think about alicia from time to time in the wee dark hours in the morning?  Why does some deep dark part of me still yearn for her arms?  She betrayed me, cheated on me and got herself pregnant.  All that I could have forgiven, but the lying I could not forgive.   She just could not handle me honestly, ever nor could she even show me any ounce of passion when someone was looking.   So, explain to me why I still want her when I have t'keya?  It doesn't make any sense at all...

Why

Why do I still have feelings for her, why? She destroyed my heart and betrayed me. Why when I'm deeply in love with T'Keya do I still think fondly of that heartless bitch Alicia? I really need T'Keya here as soon as possible because until I'm with her I think I'll be conflicted until she's here. That's just the way it is I guess.

Explanation

Well, I've recently used this blog to write poetry, and it has been inspired by a very special person.  Recently I got divorced from a useless slut that had promised to love honor and obey me only to run out on me when she felt that being a wife was way too hard.  If you sense bitterness in my words, then you're right.  I'm still in pain.  Anyway, to keep going in the story, two weeks ago yesterday I was reunited with a friend in N. Attleboro.  One thing led to another and we started kissing.  Needless to say, that kiss lifted a great weight off my heart left by a hateful bitch, and I have been inspired to write poetry at odd intervals, but no less inspired by one who has unshackled my heart.  I love you AAM.