When will it be?

When will it be,
When I stop feeling like the enemy?
When will things return to the light that once was?
How much can a man be punished for the evil he does?
I know I did wrong, and broke your heart in two.
You haven't punished me lately thus is true,
But I punish myself until my insides are black and blue.
I know I shouldn't, but it must be done.
For if there is a party guilty I'm that one.
Until our love turns back to its normal state.
Hating myself will be my fate.

I don't want to be in the middle

I don't want to be in the middle of my baby's family drama.  Her dad cooked his own goose with what he allegedly did, and she's cut herself off from her family for a while.  She's doing the right thing for herself and no amount of her parents calling me will make me deal with them.  I can't trust my words and if Alicia wanted to say anything to them, she would.  It's not my issue.

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A letter I wrote to my baby's parents in anger

Not going to send it though, just a vent session mostly.

Monday, August 26, 2013

Dear Mr. and Mrs. Mello,

You think you’re going to stop Alicia from going to Ireland?  Don’t make me laugh.  She has done everything to make herself better than you and you hate her for it.  I’m sorry but you have no fucking right to stop her from doing anything anymore.  If you try to stop me or anyone from taking her to the airport on Monday, you’ll have to deal with the police escorts that might be there.  If you want to make the possibly last memory that Alicia has before she goes to college is you in handcuffs or strait jackets, go right ahead and make a scene.  I fucking dare you!

You have terrorized, abused and scared Alicia her entire life.  The fact that she has turned out half as good as she has is a miracle that only the Great Spirit could have given her.  You have done nothing but cause her problems and I have had enough.  I took it because she’s still a child under your roof, but now that she’s all packed you pull this shit it’s the last straw.  You stop her from leaving and the cops will get involved, I promise you.

In closing, you are hateful, spiteful people who do not deserve a wonderful daughter like Alicia, and you have proven that time and again.  So I close this letter in saying, let god judge you for the evil hateful people you are.  I shake the dust on my feet at your doorstep and let the great god deal with you.

Aaron Parent

Can I make a suggestion

Can I make a suggestion to all you mean spirited bitches and assholes that go to high school? Just because you're cool now, doesn't mean you will be ten to twenty years from now. Those smart people you pick on and bad mouth today will soon be your potential employers. So think about this when you bad mouth people who act, think or live different than you. Pretty soon you'll ask them for a job, and they can remember what a jackass you were in high school and you'll be homeless, bankrupt and living on the state like all the other freeloading ass holes you hate so much. So before you rail against someone who has done nothing but be a little different than you, the person you pick on today can be your boss tomorrow.

I have had enough

You useless pieces of garbage!  You threaten me, fine.  That i can deal with.  When you threaten your daughter, the woman i love, that's the last FUCKING STRAW!  If you didn't want your daughter to go away from you, you should have started acting like parents rather than children.  She's been carrying your useless asses on her back for years.  Not only that, she's had to take care of her younger sister too, which is your job.  The only reason you're acting like this is because when she leaves your government hand-out will be less.  Not only that, but when she turns 18 it'll be cut down anyway.  I WILL TELL YOU THIS RIGHT NOW!  IF SHE TURNS 18 AND MOVES OVER HERE AND YOU FOLLOW HER, I'LL HELP HER SLAP A RESTRAINING ORDER ON YOUR ASSES SO FAST YOUR HEADS WILL FALL OFF!  THIS IS YOUR FIRST AND ONLY WARNING!!!!!!!!!!  GOT IT?!?!?!

To the demonic dream version of my ex wife...

How dare you torment the woman i love in her dreams!  Being mad at her for stealing me from you would have meant you were interested in having me in the first place.  You lied to me from day one of our relationship, you used me, stole my money, cheated on me frequently online ( and you had the gall to get mad at me for doing what you thought was that before hand) and treated me like general garbage.  Even if i wasn't with Alicia the odds of me taking back a lying sack of shit like you are beyond astronomical.  If i hear of you tormenting her ever again i will go on a dream quest and literally slay your worthless ass!  GOT THAT!!!!!