Why

2014-10-01T11:00:21.290Z

Canaan Street, Canaan, NH 03741, USA

Why am I attracted to women that are much younger than I? That's a question I keep hearing from time to time when they hear I'm dating a girl that is 18 when I'm 38. The real answer is that after my ex wife ran out on me I don't trust women my own age. I see them as all lying, useless and lazy birches. I trust my Alicia more than anyone else and she has never lied to me. When she says she loves me I see the love more in her eyes than I ever saw it in that useless bitch of an ex-wife's eyes. That's why I'm with her and will always be hers.

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I'm tired

I'm tired of people saying I'm not Christian because I believe in the Great Spirit.   I'm tired of people saying I'm not Pagan because I believe that the great spirit is above all the gods and goddesses.  The Great God has many names and servants and they also have many names.   I do my prayers and Magick in my way and it works.   So leave me to worship the way I want.

Compelled to write again

God, protect my friends, my loved ones and their friends from Satan's lies of despair. The lies that any life, especially their own is worthless. All life is created by your holy hand and has worth. The taking of your own life is a sin and a deadly one. You never meant us to take our own lives. We are wonderfully made in your holy image and as such have work to do for you. We all have worth and are special to you. Protect us from the whispered lies, oh God. This I pray to you.
A-HO

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Thank you almighty god

Thank you god for all the grace you've shown me, for giving me my gifts, my heart that feels so much. Thank you god for breaking my marriage to an abusive and untrustworthy woman up. Thank you god for giving me my Alicia for all her issues and problems, for I love her more than anyone because we help each other with our issues. We are true partners. (even if she can't decide if it's better with me or without me in her life. ;-) ) I thank you for your teaching moments that you put in my way. I hope to keep those lessons in my heart. Thank you for protecting me from any evil that people send my way (even from ex-wives). I will love and trust you always Creator.
A-ho

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You got to be kidding

Well my darling Alicia is still not coming home.   She's still in Rhode Island, in the hospital.   She had one of her seizures and her friend's father had her admitted.   A good thing too because we were becoming concerned about her.   The bad thing is, I'm still without a car.   I'm beginning to think that I should just replace it and get the last remnant of my bitch of an ex-wife out of my life.   I also had to send 112.00 to Concord today to keep my license active because of an accident that neither I nor the other person was interested in calling the police about.   I mean why get upset about something we resolved ourselves and punish me?   That's just dumb.   Anyway, I don't care about my car, I just want my Alicia home.   I'll figure something out, I have so far.

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Missing my baby

I sit here alone in my apartment while my baby is in Krakow, Poland having a mini vacation from the university of limerick and missing her.  I wish that she could get away from family issues, but as long as she's online and her family is too she can't get away from it completely.  She has this aunt that hates my guts and I don't know why.  I know I'm a lot older than her niece, but I'm sensing it's more than that.  I've a feeling her aunt doesn't like to share her affections with anyone else, much less a boyfriend.  Yes, I'm older than Alicia, yes I'm recently divorced (well, last year I was divorced) but that doesn't mean I'm stealing Alicia's affection for her family, deserved affection or not.  Her aunt needs to learn to share, or she's going to find out that Alicia will cut her out of her life forever.  Her aunt and her brother, her uncle, are already using her as a tool to destroy her family and Alicia has had enough of that.  Her aunt tries to take her (Alicia) away from me and Alicia might kill her.

My love

My love is so far away from me, but close to me in my heart.   The time seems to go by faster than anything because she's in my hearts mind.   I love you my Alicia, my Bella.

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