Almost a year...

It's almost a year since I met my beloved E.  We fell in love so suddenly and completely it defies descriptions.  I never thought I'd find someone with whom I felt so complete, so perfect with, but she IS that.   I think God brought us together, and everyday I thank him for that.  I thank him for the happiness and joy I feel from stuck a complete and consuming love as I have for her.   I plan to marry this living vision of divine beauty soon, and I will as I've already asked and she's said yes.   I close with this prayer. 

Dear God, I thank you for the many gifts you given me.   My life, my health, my ability to work hard, but most of all I thank you for my great love,  E.  Though far away and behind bars of steel, our hearts have become entwined so no power but yours could break it.  She fills me with love and devotion that I've not felt for years. I thank you for bringing her to me and I to her.   In all things I thank you and praise your holy name, oh God.  In jesus name,  Amen. 

Forgive me

Oh great spirit, high God of all, I ask for forgiveness for what I did too hurt the woman you gave to me after my disastrous marriage.   I squandered your gift to me because I was a fool.  I wasn't patient, I let my loneliness cloud my mind and hurt the angel you gave to me.   It is by your grace and hers that she's even having anything to do with me.   Thank you for your gift and entwining our souls so that I can never hurt her again.   I realized I loved her more than anything and I know I've a lot to rebuild, but thank you for giving me the chance.   I don't deserve it at all, but your great love for me has given me so many gifts. I give thanks in your holy name,
A-ho