We were supposed to help each other, heal each other, but what I ended up doing was adding to the terror. I do love miss Alicia and that's the only person I love. I'll turn gay before I touch another woman other than her ever again. Still, I screwed up royally. .. And I'll explain what I mean. When we forest starting going together the first time she'd have horrible nightmares about my ex and hers keeping us apart. Never expected I would have been the one to ruin things. Now I'm the subject or one of the subjects of her nightmares. :-( I royally screwed up and I can't take it back, sometimes I wish I had the courage to just disappear and just not hurt anyone anymore. ..I can't do that though because I'm a coward in that way. .. That and if I did that I'd never be able to make things up to her. .. It seems as if that'll never happen, but I have faith and patience on my side. .. That and as I've said I can't live without her.
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