Damn damn damn

With all due respect to George Bernard Shaw and whoever wrote my fair lady, but it was the best title I could think of. I really don't want my beloved Alicia to go to Ireland this fall. She knows that, I'll be unable to see or be with her for four months. Granted that's the selfish part,that and not being able to call her because my phone won't call there. Yes there is Skype and facebook, but it's not the same. The only big problem is her high expectations. She's supposed to have $800.00 by the end of this month and an additional $5000.00 spending money by the end of August. I couldn't raise that much in so short a time and I have a job. I'm between telling her that and feeling like garbage for dashing her dreams. What do I do???

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Co-sign

I've no problem with needing student loans especially if you're living on the college campus, but I never want to cosign for anything. If it goes wrong, I'm responsible. My parents feel the same way, but if Alicia needs a cosign I don't know where she'll find someone willing. Her parents are on the country teat so it's no go there, and I've enough problems keeping a roof over my head. I hope something drops for her soon.

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The truth about Paganism

Yeah, I know, a broad term for a group that covers many religions from native American beliefs to the voodoo practitioner, but here we are. Anyway, the truth about paganism. As I was sitting in church on Native American Sunday no less I was struck by a thought. If some of you don't know I was married to a short time to a witch. Not a very good one in a sense that she broke her vows to the goddess as she broke hers to me, but anyway, that's not the point of this entry. As I was sitting in church I couldn't help but think that the only reason why pagans renounce God as the highest power in the universe is because Christians in the past tried to wipe them out. Having seen both sides of the street I've got a more open view of things. I can believe there are lesser gods and goddesses like Hera, Zeus, curnunos and brid but they answer to the highest God of all, Great Spirit, creator, grandfather, in a word, God! Yahweh, the I AM is over all gods that are worshiped, and if we as Christians can believe that, we all can join in fellowship and not be in conflict anymore. That's just how I feel. If you agree or disagree then let's debate, or not. I'm just saying my own thoughts.

Anniversary

It's five months since i fell deep for my baby and asked her to marry me.  She is and will always be the best thing to ever happen to me.  I love you more today baby than i have when we first fell in love.

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Just a tip for all you nosy assholes

If you wanted to stay on your family's good side, especially the teenage part, you might have kept from sticking your nose into their friends on Facebook. As it is you might have figured out why those friends blocked their profiles to other people other than friends. They've had busybody assholes like you sticking their noses into their business too often. What you are doing could constitute stalking and I for one am inclined to swear out a restraining order out on all of you. What business is it of yours if someone is friends with me. What I write to them on a personal level is none of your damned business. I talk personally with some friends because I've known them for a long time. I think you could show me the same courtesy that I show you to not go snooping into your profiles when you attack me for no reason. I have no desire to associate with you on Facebook in any way, shape or form. If you want to attack someone try attacking her problems, not the people who know and have seen what they go through. If you persist on harassing me after this I WILL CALL THE POLICE! You have been warned.

Can I make a suggestion

Can I make a suggestion to all you mean spirited bitches and assholes that go to high school? Just because you're cool now, doesn't mean you will be ten to twenty years from now. Those smart people you pick on and bad mouth today will soon be your potential employers. So think about this when you bad mouth people who act, think or live different than you. Pretty soon you'll ask them for a job, and they can remember what a jackass you were in high school and you'll be homeless, bankrupt and living on the state like all the other freeloading ass holes you hate so much. So before you rail against someone who has done nothing but be a little different than you, the person you pick on today can be your boss tomorrow.

Cause I love you by Johnny Cash

This was the song I dedicated to you.  I love you.

I’ll sweep out your chimney 
yes and, I will bring you flowers
yes and, I will do for you
Most anything you want me to

If we live in a cottage
You will feel like it’s a castle
By the royal way you’re treated
And attention shown to you

I’ll be there beside you
If you need a cryin' shoulder
Yes, and I’ll be there to listen
When you need to talk to me

When you wake up in the darkness
I will put my arms around you
And hold you 'til the mornin' sun 
Comes shinin’ through the trees

I’ll be right beside you
No matter where you travel
I’ll be there to cheer you
Till the sun comes shinin' through

If we’re ever parted 
I will keep the tie that binds us
And I’ll never let it break
’Cause I love you 

I will bring you honey
From the bee tree in the meadow
And the first time there’s a rainbow
I’ll bring you a pot of gold

I’ll Pick up all your troubles
And I’ll throw ‘em in the river
Then I’ll bundle down beside you
And I’ll keep you from the cold

I’ll be right beside you
No matter where you travel
I’ll be there to cheer you
Till the sun comes shinin' through

If we’re ever parted 
I will keep the tie that binds us
And I’ll never let it break
’Cause I love you